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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
Star Emotions' DeadJournal:
| Saturday, July 17th, 2004 | |
| 7:45 pm | my new tattoo |
| Monday, April 5th, 2004 | |
| 10:18 pm | omg.. i jsut came back from the lost prophets show.. omg i swear i wish i wouldnt have gotton do high..lol.. but i still had so much fun, i mean i got to meet the led of lost prophets... he so bumped into me.. i soo was in inched of the lead and basest of hooba.. well when fucking lsot prophets was coming on... i almost had a fucking heart attack.. i was like screaming like a mothat fucker.. i moshed and i hit.. and i got to the point where i thought i was the only one there.. i was sooo stoned by then tho.. fucking lead... opps i gotta go to bed.. ngith |
| Tuesday, February 17th, 2004 | |
| 8:44 pm | wow.. 1st non friends only entree in forever.. just letting everyone no that i will be making a new journal... and i might be giving this one away... |
| Wednesday, November 26th, 2003 | |
| 4:11 pm |  |
| Sunday, September 21st, 2003 | |
| 4:15 pm | I'm going to make this DJ.. so if u read this.. and ur not on my friends list.. Add me.. and ill add you! |
| Saturday, August 23rd, 2003 | |
| 7:49 pm | yeah.. umm.. i have been really busy latley.. i have been making layouts for people.. the most recen is ![[info]](http://piktures.deadjournal.com/userinfo.gif){kind=small} beautiful_tearz i made that one today..i like james.. omg i like him.. i feel really bad cuz i rejected him freshman year.. but now.. i just cant stop myself from thinking of him.. i wanna scream.. omg i like him..::crys::.. i hope he still likes me.. cuz.. i really want him.. Current Music: Jason Mraz - The Remedy |
| Thursday, August 14th, 2003 | |
| 7:57 pm | umm.. im changing my lay out.. so untill its completed.. this is my last entrie |
| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003 | |
| 8:27 pm | |
| Tuesday, July 29th, 2003 | |
| 11:39 pm | ::sighs::.. my love life there is this other guy that I like (NOT JOSH).. I met him a while back ago.. I cant really say the name because that person might be reading this.. this person is the sweetest thing in the world.. I have never met anyone like him.. he is smart and he is soo attractive.. but every time I am around him I am either being humiliated by someone.. or I am making a ass of myself.. plus.. after today.. I am never going to see him again..:(..::sighs:: plus I don't even think he knows that I am attracted to him.. |
| 10:35 pm | ::sighs:: this is the last day... ::crys:: im gonna miss all of you.. expecially those of you that are off to college,, i want to thank all of you for this wonderfull experiance.. this summer was amazing.. thank you sooooo much!!.. its to bad it all had to end... jamieson u did a wonderfull job with the show.. thank you soo much for letting me be apart of it.. :D |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2003 | |
| 9:23 pm | i need a LJ code SO YEAH.. I GOT SCREWDED OVER TODAY...this girl was gonna trade me a LJ code.. for my old journal and a new layout.. so i was like.. okay.. ans when she gave me the code after i made the journal.. the code turned out to be already in use.. i was pissed !!!... well yeah.. i wasted 2 days of my life making this gurl a new layout.. and i gave her my journal.. and i didnt get shit in return... look at all i did for nothing oxbrokenheartxo..any of you who had that name b ur friends list.. take it off.. its not me nemore... Current Music: Unknown Artist - Track 4 |
| Friday, July 25th, 2003 | |
| 7:45 pm | despite the fact that i didnt get a chance to go to warped tour.. ana abd bri have helped make my day awsome! Current Music: The Ataris - Better Way |
| 6:39 pm | omg!!! ana just called me and lety me listen to simple plan.. i got to hear them sing "you dont mean anything".. and i almost died!! they were like telling the crowd to sing along.. an i was singing along on the fone.. ANA and BRI u too rock my socks... |
| 12:26 pm | yay..!! i just talked ana agian.. and her and brianna are having shits of fun.. they just go in.. im not even upset about not going.. as long as they are having fun im happy.. I HAVE THE GREATEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD! Current Music: TheAllAmericanRejectsTheLastSong |
| 9:14 am | ana just called me and her n brianna are together.. so yeah.. im glad there not alone.i was really scared that they were going to be all by themselves.. but now that there not.. IM HAPPY! Current Music: The All-American Rejects - Swing Swing |
| 8:43 am | ok i feel like SHIT i woke up this morning planning on leaving before everyone got up.. and i could get out to leave to go to warped tour.. so yeah.. brianna and ana put there money together to get me to go.. and i felt sooo bad having to tell them that i couldnt go.. i felt like complete shit.. well hen my mom went to wrk.. i left the house anyway.. and i got halfway down the street and i came back cuz i felt bad.. so i fugured i should just ask my mom agian.. and she was a major bitch about it.. I HATE MY MOM i am dead serious.. she tells me i am not old enough to go to those kinda concerts.. hello 10 year olds are gonna be there.. well i had to tell ana and brianna i couldnt sneak out.. and ana was willing to come and drag me out.. but i just cant do it.. when i had to tell brianna.. i was in fucking tears.. cuz i felt so bad.. but im glad that ana and bri are going together.. and that they wont be alone.. i told brianna to call me when All american rejects and simple pln went on.. so i could hear them ... she said she would.. so that made me happy.. the one thing that really changed my mind about leaving.. was when my grandmother said to my mom.. : "keisha isnt that disrespectfull to just get up and leave" after that.. i just couldnt do it.. my concious wouldnt let me BRIANNA AND ANA: i apprciate u guys sooo much.. but it just doesnt feel right leaving and not telling anyone.. i dont want my grandmother to worry.. plus i would feel like shit when i got in the house tonight. i wouldnt be able to look at them.. i dont think anyone would have gone through all that trouble for me.. and i am glad that i have you too as friends.. thanx.. and please dont hate me... and i hope that you guys have a blast today!!!!!! ya'll better fucking have fun for me.. or imma be pissed! i will be listening to All American Rejects all day.. to make me feel like im there Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: TheAllAmericanRejectsTheLastSong |
| Thursday, July 24th, 2003 | |
| 6:28 pm | im sorry.. im still trying.. ::promise:: thank you all for making me feel like the dirt on your feet.. no one cares about my feelings at all.. i just dont matter.. i feel like absolute shit.. because i am not going to be able to go to warped tour.. and because of that ana and brianna are going to hafta go alone.. and that makes me feel so bad.. i mean i dont want to dissapoint any of you.. but because i cant controll my timper i get my self in trouble.. and i cant do things.. i really want to go guys.. and the night isnt over.. so im sure that she might change her mind.. and i really hope she does.. but if i cant go.. im sorry.. :(.. ::Sighs:: i am always the one to dissapoint otehrs.. and im sorry for that... i like someone new now.. but in a couple days i am never going to see him agian.. i met him a couple days ago.. i cant say how.. or where i no him from.. cuz i dont want any one to no..but he is soo cute.. and really smart.. and yeah.. once agian.. i have NO chance! Current Music: All American Rejects - Happy Endings |
| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003 | |
| 9:57 pm | scrubbing the scabs from razor cuts off my arm today was good.. untill now.. i went to mikes house this mornig and woke him up.. and chilled with him untill around 12.. then i had to go to rehersal.. i got pisse doff at rehersal cuz millisa wasnt helping me.. she was sitting on her ass talking to jamie.. while i was putting her shit on.. leny was an ass to me.. i hate him.. he better never talk to me agian.. bastard.. when i got home.. brian took me too the store.. and then i got home.. and had a long conversation with josh.. then brian wanted me to go with him to the mall.. but my mother is ignoring me so.. i couldnt go.. she has been treating me like absolute shit.. and its not fun.. i have been getting massive head achs and they wont go away.. its the stress from knowing that my own mother hates me more then dirt.. i am hoping she lets me go to warped tour.. but i doubt it.. today she brought home a flyer for it.. and rubbed in my face.. for all of u out there that have loving relationships with ur parents... ur lucky.. Current Mood:  anxious |
| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003 | |
| 7:28 pm | fun stuff today was good.. for lunch most of the cast went to Panera.. and i drove with Jarrel and we had Road rage on the way back with ann.. it was soo mch fun.. lol.. almost dies tho.. when we got back to the theatre i tee-peed her car but bye the time rehersal was over it had all been blown off by the wind.. so yeah :(.. when i got home i went to mikes house.. he is leaving for las vegas on 8/18 ? im gonna miss him so much.. im gonna go over there tomorrow before rehersal.. and chill with him and richard.. :D..that will be fun! i talked to sara and lyndsie on the fone today.. it was soo funnie to hear how saras voice change everytime she spoke to lyndsie.. lol.. but i cant blame her.. they had there moment together.. ::sniffle:: i wish sara talked to me like that :(.. lol.. but she is like my best friend in the whole wide world so i dont care.. as long as she is my firned thats all i need :).. BRIANNA HELP ME.. I WANNA GO TO WARPED TOUR SOOO BAD.. IM GONNA SHOOT MY SELF IF I CANT GO.. EITHER THAT OR IM GONNA STANG OUTSIDE THE GATE AND MOSH BY MYSELF... :( ::CRYS:: Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: Matchbox Twenty - You Won't Be Mine |
| Monday, July 21st, 2003 | |
| 12:19 pm | blah okay well rehersal is at 1 today.. so im sitting here with leny.. bored as fuck!! i dont think i am going to be able to go to Warped Tour.. because my mom pissed me off yersterday.. and i went off on her.. but something good did happend to me yesterday.. i went to mikes house.. and i chiled in his room with richard and him.. i had fun with them.. i like mike.. but yeah.. he is moving to las vegas soo .. so yeah... i have no chance at all.. my mother is pissing me offfffff soooo bad.. i just wanna fucking slap her.. and say "LET ME LIVE".. but yeah.. nto gonna happend Current Mood:  aggravatedCurrent Music: All American Rejects - My Paper Heart |